Saturday, May 19, 2007

Damien - 'Habanos Days' (Thievery Corporation remix)

Album: Versions

Oo-er. We both missed our drinks, don't we?

I am happy-tippsy; hope you are too.

It is a pretty nice place, is it not? Even if it's no Matterhorn.

Happy birthday, sweets - I hope you had as good a time as I did, Chain of Fools or no.

=)

Thursday, May 17, 2007

Ustad Sultan Khan - 'Tarana' (Thievery Corporation remix)

Album: Versions

History might've just repeated itself today ... I don't know.

Feel like I'm teetering, a little, a lot off-center - but then this entire day has been surreal.

Am so tired, so deeply and utterly tired, I don't know, I don't know, I don't know.

Feel like crying but I can't.

Wednesday, May 16, 2007

Bebel Gilberto - 'Cada Beijo' (Thievery Corporation remix)

Album: Versions

But I think I'm ready to be bitten.

It's time to fall in love ...

Again.

Isabelle Antena - 'Nothing To Lose' (Thievery Corporation remix)

Album: Versions
I would cling to unhappiness because it was a known, familiar state. When I was happier, it was because I knew I was on my way back to misery. I've never been convinced that happiness is the object of the game. I'm wary of happiness.

"A brighter life for Hugh Laurie", thisislondon.co.uk from the Evening Standard, 2002-06-13.

Tuesday, May 15, 2007

Holly Golightly & The Brokeoffs - 'Devil Do'

Album: You Can't Buy A Gun When You're Crying

Saw a guy with what looked to me like an unusual customized piece of jewelry for a combination rook-daith-tragus piercing.

Upon closer inspection, I realized it was not, in fact, a unique piece of accessory, but a bluetooth headset.



I think I need help ...

Monday, May 14, 2007

Gui Boratto - 'Beautiful Life'

Album: Chromophobia

What is so not sexy: men jogging with with their man-titties ... bouncing flopping freely. (Dudes, seriously, get a sports-bra! Get a sports-bra! Your nipples will thank you! Mine inverted themselves after seeing you - two days in a row!)

What is so wicked-crazy-sexy: Christina piercings. I vant!

Sunday, May 13, 2007

Yoko Ono ft. Shitake Monkey - 'O'Oh'

Album: Yes I'm A Witch

My legs spread as wide as the ligaments would allow (and they were pretty tight), elbows hovering milimeters from the floor, Hege materialized behind me, placed her hands on my back, and rested her weight on me.

My elbows touched down; I whimpered. She said, "Get used to it - I'll be here for awhile."

Three minutes later, my legs were trembling and I was half-groaning, half-whimpering, she said, "Sounds like you're enjoying it. I'm getting comfortable."

*>_<*

Saturday, May 12, 2007

Justin Timberlake - 'Sexy Back'

Album: FutureSex/LoveSounds

Quote of the day, courtesy, once again, of Hege (heh heh heh!):
You must molest the person - touch, I mean touch; you must touch the person ... I'm Norwegian; my English not good.

Friday, May 11, 2007

One Shot ft. Freeman - 'Dancefloor Furie'

Album: Taxi 2 OST

Every excursion on Singapore's efficient public transport system is an exercise in patience and tolerance.

Today's method to keep from having a breakdown was to daydream about all the piercings I can have before I'm forced to concentrate only on ink. I counted five (excluding both nipples, which I'm saving as a 'last resort', but including re-piercing the navel), in alphabetical order:
  • madison
  • nape
  • navel
  • nostril (both sides, for a nasallang!)
  • septum

What I'd like but will prove impossible: a vertical labret and a Medusa (philtrum). =(

Thursday, May 10, 2007

Esthero - 'I Drive Alone'

Album: The L Word Season 3 OST

I realize today, coming back here, I've lost a lot of control over my life, over myself.

I hate that; I really do.

Wednesday, May 09, 2007

Daughter Darling - 'Broken Bridge'

Album: Sweet Shadows

It's an old situation: I tend to connect deeply - almost merge, if that was possible - for a short overwhelmingly intense period, before feeling trapped and stifled, and the need to disconnect immediately and completely.

That hasn't happened in a long time - the urge to disconnect, I mean - but it now seems to be a habit, not a reflex or reaction.

Tuesday, May 08, 2007

Ani DiFranco - 'Joyful Girl' (Peace And Love Mix)

Album: The Jackal OST

In the shower, I thought: it's okay if I choose to deal with it by bringing it to the surface, even if only temporarily; what matters the most is that I do it in a responsible, clear-headed, and clean manner.

Perhaps like the way dance helps me control the physical, bod-mods will help me manage the emotional.

Monday, May 07, 2007

Pledge Drive - 'Sí Beag, Sí Mór'

Album: I Gave At The Office

An eventful day - by my standards, at least - with a realization that my newest escape route is via Stege, and the comforting knowledge that Alvina is there.

I can only hope every day is like today.

Sunday, May 06, 2007

One Shot - 'Millenaire'

Album: Taxi 2 OST

Why do I never seem to have enough time for any one thing?

Somtimes, I wish I don't want more, don't want better; sometimes, I wish I knew my limits.

But, mostly, I wish I didn't.