Album: Still Life
It's been a long day.
So glad my after-hours are so much nicer than my office ones ... even if they were so much fewer.
=)
Tuesday, August 21, 2007
Sunday, August 19, 2007
Hooverphonic - 'Mad About You'
Album: A Lot Like Love OST
My first pole dancing class overshadowed the fact that we've graduated from three modules of exotic dance yesterday! That's about five choreographies (two chair-work, one lap dance, and one floor-work).
If I didn't so suck at dancing (and am prettier/have a better figure yadda yadda yadda), I'd like to do that as a part time job or something.
Guess I best focus on pole dancing now.
Would be nice to live in a studio apartment that's also a dance studio: French windows. Mirrors. Barre.
Pole.
My first pole dancing class overshadowed the fact that we've graduated from three modules of exotic dance yesterday! That's about five choreographies (two chair-work, one lap dance, and one floor-work).
If I didn't so suck at dancing (and am prettier/have a better figure yadda yadda yadda), I'd like to do that as a part time job or something.
Guess I best focus on pole dancing now.
Would be nice to live in a studio apartment that's also a dance studio: French windows. Mirrors. Barre.
Pole.
Saturday, August 18, 2007
Nine Inch Nails - 'Closer'
Album: The Downward Spiral
So ...
I finally succumbed to peer pressure this evening, promised Hege, Jit, and Rachel I'd go register at Facebook. =| Can't believe I'd still be under peer pressure at my age, but go figure.
Pole dancing is Fucking. Awesome. I've got bruises on my legs like I were in an abusive relationship.
... Well, even if I were, I Fucking. Love. It. (I'm a masochist that way.) I love the pole - prolly the only phallic object I'd love from now on.
Can't wait for next Saturday.
(I want to dance to 'Closer' right now!)
So ...
I finally succumbed to peer pressure this evening, promised Hege, Jit, and Rachel I'd go register at Facebook. =| Can't believe I'd still be under peer pressure at my age, but go figure.
Pole dancing is Fucking. Awesome. I've got bruises on my legs like I were in an abusive relationship.
... Well, even if I were, I Fucking. Love. It. (I'm a masochist that way.) I love the pole - prolly the only phallic object I'd love from now on.
Can't wait for next Saturday.
(I want to dance to 'Closer' right now!)
चित्र ft. उस्ताद सुलतान अली खान - 'पिया बसंती रे'
Album: पिया बसंती
Was talking to Saket earlier this evening; a strange conversational topic (for me), I'd think - marriage and family.
His is an arranged one, and he talked about learning to accept the marriage, his wife, and the one-eighty change to his lifestyle after marriage.
He told me something to the effect of: "If you are willing to accept someone, to stay with someone, nobody can stop the both of you."
I think this is something worth thinking about.
Was talking to Saket earlier this evening; a strange conversational topic (for me), I'd think - marriage and family.
His is an arranged one, and he talked about learning to accept the marriage, his wife, and the one-eighty change to his lifestyle after marriage.
He told me something to the effect of: "If you are willing to accept someone, to stay with someone, nobody can stop the both of you."
I think this is something worth thinking about.
Friday, August 17, 2007
eels - 'Love of the Loveless'
Album: Queer as Folk: The Fourth Season OST
I think I might be turning nocturnal ...
All around you people walking
Empty hearts and voices talking
Looking for and finding
Nothing
I think I might be turning nocturnal ...
Thursday, August 16, 2007
Frou Frou - 'It's Good To Be In Love'
Album: Details
This morning, again, I heard Of Montreal's "... it's such a burden to carry round / the vestiges of dead dreams ..." before I even turned on my mp3 player.
Then, in middle of the afternoon, in buried under a pile of printouts, receipts, invoices, and spreadsheets, I heard the first eight beats of this song even though no music is allowed in the office.
And after I knocked off, I couldn't stop listening to this song.
If you googled for the lyrics, you'll find that, contrary to what the track title might suggest, it's really a sad, sad song.
Maybe I should stop analyzing my state of mind by the songs that pop into my head - seemingly at random.
But they don't seem random mostly - if at all.
This morning, again, I heard Of Montreal's "... it's such a burden to carry round / the vestiges of dead dreams ..." before I even turned on my mp3 player.
Then, in middle of the afternoon, in buried under a pile of printouts, receipts, invoices, and spreadsheets, I heard the first eight beats of this song even though no music is allowed in the office.
And after I knocked off, I couldn't stop listening to this song.
If you googled for the lyrics, you'll find that, contrary to what the track title might suggest, it's really a sad, sad song.
Maybe I should stop analyzing my state of mind by the songs that pop into my head - seemingly at random.
But they don't seem random mostly - if at all.
Wednesday, August 15, 2007
30 Seconds To Mars - 'Attack'
Album: A Beautiful Lie
Still waiting to be retrenched.
No matter how much I complain about my job, I still need it. At least till the end of this year. I need the money, unfortunately.
I wish something nice would happen to me.
Still waiting to be retrenched.
No matter how much I complain about my job, I still need it. At least till the end of this year. I need the money, unfortunately.
I wish something nice would happen to me.
Tuesday, August 14, 2007
R.E.M. - 'At My Most Beautiful'
Album: Up
I saw you today; you made my heart jump.
That means it still works, and I'm still alive.
I saw you today; you made my heart jump.
That means it still works, and I'm still alive.
Monday, August 13, 2007
Coheed & Cambria - 'An End To A Beginning'
In the bus this morning, I thought my wrists look much smaller than I remembered, but when I grasped one with my hand, it felt exactly as it always had.
In the bus this evening, I thought how much I'd like to have someone who'd always be on my side, when I've been hurt, and stand up for me. Then I realized nobody's ever deliberately hurt me; if I hurt, it's all in my mind, all my doing. Always has been.
But to be able to feel pain is to be alive, right?
In the bus this evening, I thought how much I'd like to have someone who'd always be on my side, when I've been hurt, and stand up for me. Then I realized nobody's ever deliberately hurt me; if I hurt, it's all in my mind, all my doing. Always has been.
But to be able to feel pain is to be alive, right?
Sunday, August 12, 2007
X Japan - 'Endless Rain'
Album: Ballad Collection
In my comfort zone in this thunderstormy night.
I'm home, but scared.
In my comfort zone in this thunderstormy night.
I'm home, but scared.
K's Choice - 'Not An Addict'
Album: Paradise in Me
Downtime.
Tonight's a very bad night, this dark moon night.
Milk offering tomorrow.
शक्ति
Downtime.
Tonight's a very bad night, this dark moon night.
Milk offering tomorrow.
शक्ति
Tosca Tango Orchestra - 'Ballade 4, Part 1'
Album: Waking Life OST
I think ...
I feel like this piece of music at the moment.
I think ...
I feel like this piece of music at the moment.
Friday, August 10, 2007
Blog 27 - 'I Still Don't Know Ya'
Album: LOL
There are so many times I wish I could shed my body, because it doesn't feel like mine, because it traps me and weighs me down.
Without it, I feel I can run forever and never be out of breath, dance away into infinity ...
Sometimes, I wish I could dance and dance and dance ... until I break this clay vessel that imprisons me and slip away; free, at last.
There are so many times I wish I could shed my body, because it doesn't feel like mine, because it traps me and weighs me down.
Without it, I feel I can run forever and never be out of breath, dance away into infinity ...
Sometimes, I wish I could dance and dance and dance ... until I break this clay vessel that imprisons me and slip away; free, at last.
Big Mountain - 'Baby I Love Your Way'
Album: Reality Bites OST
Watched Reality Bites (after Pyaar Ke Side Effects) today. It's still relevant, still makes sense today; in fact, it makes more sense to me now than when I first watched it (in my early teens).
Never really thought about who I am, what my identity is. I'm just ... me, I guess ... you know? And whoever that is - I don't know.
Need a long cuddle; need a good friend ...
=(
Watched Reality Bites (after Pyaar Ke Side Effects) today. It's still relevant, still makes sense today; in fact, it makes more sense to me now than when I first watched it (in my early teens).
Never really thought about who I am, what my identity is. I'm just ... me, I guess ... you know? And whoever that is - I don't know.
Need a long cuddle; need a good friend ...
=(
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