Space - 'Female of the Species'

Album: Spiders

Outta the blue, the mother popped into my room and said, "Nobody asked you out tonight? Christmas Eve? No boyfriend asked you out?"

And I was like ... WTF?

Boyfriend? I mean, since when did she care whether or not I was seeing someone?

Boyfriend?!

No, seriously: What. The. Fuck.

Maren Ord - 'Waiting'

Album: Waiting

Grr. Stupid Sex Fiend called and made me miss your call the first time.

Maren Ord - 'Waiting'

Album: Waiting

Chris called out of the blue, just before I left to meet Rach.

Tonight: dinner (Basil Alcove), dessert (Ricciotti), first drinks (Crazy Elephant), and finally second drinks and dance (The Pump Room).

It's been a lovely day and I'm high, but I still miss you.

However, I got my tickets today, and I'm going to see you soon.

Elliott Smith - 'Say Yes'

Album: Either/Or

I miss you.

You left without a kiss.

How am I going to sleep tonight?

Maggie Gyllenhaal - 'Just The Way You Are' (Billy Joel cover)

Album: Happy Endings OST

=(

Maggie Gyllenhaal - 'Just The Way You Are' (Billy Joel cover)

Album: Happy Endings OST

Don't know; was thinking about how to handle it, then about how I didn't want to - or couldn't - but finally realized that I was already thinking about how, so didn't want to, couldn't, doesn't even come into play.

If x is a given, then y and z don't exist.

(Some Irish Tune On A CD She Burned)

Last session of pole practice for the year.

ARRRGGGH!

=(

Abra Moore - 'Taking Chances'

Album: No Fear

Hello, you.

Nellie McKay - 'A Christmas Dirge'

Bye, little baby.

Death Cab For Cutie - 'I Will Follow You Into The Dark'

Album: Plans

Feel so unsettled - and the feeling's quite out of the blue - wonder what sort of solace I can find tonight.

Perhaps Eliot (again) ...

Elliott Smith - 'Say Yes'

Album: Either/Or

A happy day and then you pay ...

After his call at 17:18:33 ("... Reily is dying ...") and his forwarded text at 17:25:04 ("No options left, severe bleeding in both sides of brain and lungs, blood pressure dropping, ventricles in head sverely [sic] enlarged ..."), I saw a rainbow.

I love rainbows, am always happy to see one. But not today.

At this point, I don't know what it means to be wishing and hoping for the best anymore.

What's the best that could happen - and should?

Ephemera - 'Last Thing'

Album: Last Thing [EP]

Nailed a new position today - go, me!



And: Singapore is freaking small!

Stars - 'Tonight'

Album: Nightsongs

After a lovely lunch break, I got a call that stunned me for a moment - my favorite girl had an emergency caesarean last night. Little Reily is a six-month premie.

All the energy I have goes into hoping - hoping everything turns out well.

I think it would be a busy period from tomorrow to next Friday.

Can't wait, really.

Pink Floyd - 'Wish You Were Here'

Album: Wish You Were Here

Still so tired; fatigued.

Maybe from the babysitting at work, maybe from trying to coordinate a number of events - I don't know - but whatever it is, I'm eating non-stop again.

Had the most ... WTF-was-that dream last night. Seriously. Totally. Haven't the slightest clue how or where or when it germinated ...