Bitter:Sweet - 'Dirty Laundry'

Album: The Mating Game

What I woke to in my head this morning:

(Oooh) What's the fun in playing it safe?
(Oooh) I think I'd rather misbehave
Your way ...

I don't even wanna think about it.

The subconscious is horrible thing ...

=|

Virginie Ledoyen - 'Mon Amour Mon Ami'

Album: 8 Femmes OST

What a strange serious of online conversations tonight ...

Blog 27 - 'I Still Don't Know Ya'

Album: LOL

Kid, flattery will get you in my doghouse; flattery you want to pass off as honesty will insult me. I mean, what do you take me for - another stupid skirt? Grr. >=|

Fine. You want stupid? I'll give you stupid.

Brain bogglingly boneheaded insufferably inane STUPIDITY.

Mika - 'Love Today'

Album: Life In Cartoon Motion

I reiterate: Sashimi. Buffet. And I'll like to add one more word: Sake. (Ain't no such thing as "too much".)

But it was also goodbye to my favorite girl ...

=...(






So, thank you so much for the postcard - it brightened the later half of my day some. 'Tis nice to see the flash mob's full moon on this dark-moon night.

April March - 'Chick Habit'

Album: Death Proof OST

After I told him about my collision, he was silent for awhile. Then he said, "It's a good thing you have a BioFlex bar; otherwise, if it were a titanium bar ..."

We'd be talking about deep muscle piercing, I'm guessing ... =|

Well, I'm just gonna hang tight and see how Baby feels next week.

Meanwhile, two deliriously delish words: Sashimi. Buffet.

^_^

Dominique - 'तड़प तड़प'

Album: हम दिल दे चुके सनम OST

Ow. Ow. Ow.

Don't know why Baby hurts so much. Had I been sleeping on her last night? Our nightly salt solution soak bit like a mother tonight.

Can't put off seeing Desmond anymore: Gotta go see him tomorrow and face the music. =(

Realized tonight, after griping to Germ, I really, really, really absolutely suck with analogies. "Buffet"?! What the fuck?

Whoever'd believe I was (and am gonna be) an English major?

Jill Philips - 'It Could Happen To Us'

Album: Kissing Jessica Stein OST

I'm officially adopting this as my theme song for November.

May it do me good.

Baby just imagine all that could happen
Between two people
If we just let down our guards
Trust it in our hearts
Think of how far we could go ...

Tracy Bonham - 'Naked'

Album: The L Word: The Third Season OST

I can talk to Rach the entire night; I could prolly do it forever. There's just so much to talk about, to debate over, etc. There are things I can tell and have told her that I've never spoken out loud.

I love how she's passionate about her convictions, and will stand by them; I love catching glimpses of the little girl who'd pop out from time to time; I love her infectious laugh.

What grace have I, indeed, to have her in my life, however short the period.

Dreams Come True - 'Love Love Love'

Album: Love Unlimited

The Indian lady commenting on the stain of the मेहँदी I had applied last Saturday: "This means your boyfriend loves you a lot. If you're married, then your husband loves you a lot."

"But ... The One still hasn't appeared; there's nobody in my life!" I lamented.

She laughed. "Then someone out there loves you a lot," said she.

You think?

I can only wish ...

X Japan - 'Longing'

Album: Ballad Collection

Yes, I do know life will not be the same one I had there previously.

I know I'm not going back to that life.

So stop telling me that.

I'm already trying very hard to hold it together, to be brave enough to give it a try anyway. It's very scary for me; I'm terrified. My armor isn't solid; it's full of holes and falling apart.

I don't need anybody to dent it further for me, okay?

So stop telling me that.

I know. I know.

I already know.

Kathy McCarty - 'Living Life'

Album: Before Sunset / Before Sunrise OST

I should set myself deadlines to adhere to. To start off, broadly, I'd like to get my student permit and visa by the end of this month.

Rach was right on many counts, among which: I need (a lot of) stimulation.

And, tonight, again, I think about how pissed off I'm gonna be if I were to die now: There are still so many things I have to, want to, experience and achieve.

eels - 'Somebody Loves You'

Album: Shootenanny

You know how people always console others with, "It's okay, you're not alone; you're not the only one [going through this] ..."?

Well, I think I finally found one of them who's out there, sharing my predicaments and problems; finally found that someone. Not quite sure how to feel about that: on one hand, it's nice to finally not feel so alone; on the other, while there are worse situations out there than my own, I'd never wish for any of my shit to happen to someone else, and I'm sorry that they do.

It's wonderful hanging out with Rach; sure gonna miss her a lot when she leaves.

I hope good things happen to her. Everything crossed for her lab results to turn out well.

Tommy Roe - 'Dizzy'

Album: Dizzy

It was pretty bad today; felt like I was floating when I was in motion, and when seated, like there were tremors from an earthquake.

Occasionally I get some kinda 'white-out' (don't know what else to call it) when I move from a seated to a standing position, but today, it was getting from a standing to seated position that had been a bit of a problem.

Gah ... Need. Sleep.

On the other hand, this kinda light-headedness makes for a rather surreal out-of-body experience.

Pizzicato Five - 'Baby Love Child'

Album: Made in USA

I feel kinda bad that I couldn't stop my eyes drifting downwards when we were together this afternoon (lunch, then shopping for maternity jeans), because she is an old friend. But ... boobs are boobs! (Right ...?) =(

So I think I got punished this evening. Just earlier this week I was telling someone dirty dancing was more detrimental to my baby than pole practice was, but now - BAM. Fucking huge and painful collision.

My baby hurt more, but at the end of the session, I found Anna so bloody I could hardly see her crystal ball.

Desmond's gonna murder me tomorrow ...