Sugarbomb - 'Hello'

Album: Bully

Being with Chris makes me feel girly ... and garang.

It's indescribably great combination.

Fuck, I really love how she swears and cusses.

Nobody and The Mystic Chords of Memory - 'Decisions, Decisions'

Album: Tree Colored See

I ran off at 13:00 today, because I didn't want to do overtime for (yet) another day, and also because I was feeling indescribably bored and restless (an extremely testing pairing).

But, sitting in the bus on the way home around 15:30 after an aimless wander around Parkway Parade, I realized I didn't know what I could and want to do with all the free time I had.

Hugo & Austine - 'Fouille-toi'

Album: La Nuit des Balançoires

Bought my third ring in three days today - couldn't resist it. Stainless steel, like the others.

So I finally got the rings I'd so craved since I developed a crush on Anna (the first).

And I'll keep buying rings until I have one for every finger, because whenever I look at my hands now, I think of Anna (the second), and how my fingers seem so naked compared to her adorned ten.

Melissa Ferrick - 'Drive'

Album: Freedom

I want to connect. But I feel like I've been dialing to a random pay-phone somewhere.

Maybe somewhere deserted.

Maybe to a disused phone-booth.

Maybe to a long disconnected line. Maybe that's why nobody's picked up my call in ten years.

I'm so angry and frustrated and depressed.

(I hope it's just PMS.)

Alan Parsons Project - 'Don't Answer Me'

I love bubbles – seeing and blowing them. When I was younger, I believed each bubble was a wish, so I should and would never pop any.

Is it ironic that I realized, today, I now seek willfully to pop every bubble that forms from my reservoir of hope?

Air - 'Le Soleil est Pres de Moi'

I scribbled something today that made me feel ... I don't know ... strange.

The idea came to me as I was sitting in the bus.

I wonder if that is reflective of my insides right now ...

I do feel different - is this from watching more than two episodes of The L Word a day for these past three days?

Junior Boys - 'First Time'

Album: So This Is Goodbye

I've been feeling (almost) constantly hungry these days - because I seemed to be off food for the moment.

But my mind is full. Full of ideas and words and scribbles.

And - I think - my heart, too.

Some emotions I want to indulge in; some I pretend aren't there at all.

Guthur - 'Still in This Town'

Album: Sundet

It's nearly eight months to date, and - thank Goddess - there have been changes. (I'm still, however, in this town.)

Although this blog will be exactly the same as the old one, it will be different - or, at least, I wish and want and will it to be different - that's why I didn't choose to continue the old one where I'd left off.



And what will this say of my way of thinking and personality, I wonder ...