Album: Ballad Collection
In my comfort zone in this thunderstormy night.
I'm home, but scared.
Sunday, August 12, 2007
K's Choice - 'Not An Addict'
Album: Paradise in Me
Downtime.
Tonight's a very bad night, this dark moon night.
Milk offering tomorrow.
शक्ति
Downtime.
Tonight's a very bad night, this dark moon night.
Milk offering tomorrow.
शक्ति
Tosca Tango Orchestra - 'Ballade 4, Part 1'
Album: Waking Life OST
I think ...
I feel like this piece of music at the moment.
I think ...
I feel like this piece of music at the moment.
Friday, August 10, 2007
Blog 27 - 'I Still Don't Know Ya'
Album: LOL
There are so many times I wish I could shed my body, because it doesn't feel like mine, because it traps me and weighs me down.
Without it, I feel I can run forever and never be out of breath, dance away into infinity ...
Sometimes, I wish I could dance and dance and dance ... until I break this clay vessel that imprisons me and slip away; free, at last.
There are so many times I wish I could shed my body, because it doesn't feel like mine, because it traps me and weighs me down.
Without it, I feel I can run forever and never be out of breath, dance away into infinity ...
Sometimes, I wish I could dance and dance and dance ... until I break this clay vessel that imprisons me and slip away; free, at last.
Big Mountain - 'Baby I Love Your Way'
Album: Reality Bites OST
Watched Reality Bites (after Pyaar Ke Side Effects) today. It's still relevant, still makes sense today; in fact, it makes more sense to me now than when I first watched it (in my early teens).
Never really thought about who I am, what my identity is. I'm just ... me, I guess ... you know? And whoever that is - I don't know.
Need a long cuddle; need a good friend ...
=(
Watched Reality Bites (after Pyaar Ke Side Effects) today. It's still relevant, still makes sense today; in fact, it makes more sense to me now than when I first watched it (in my early teens).
Never really thought about who I am, what my identity is. I'm just ... me, I guess ... you know? And whoever that is - I don't know.
Need a long cuddle; need a good friend ...
=(
Wednesday, August 08, 2007
X Japan - 'Say Anything'
Album: Ballad Collection
This is part of one of the horoscopes I read this morning, and I wondered if living means staying put and getting hurt, not running away anymore.
But running away had always hurt as well ...
Maybe a broken heart's like a slipped disc: It'll recur (maybe more and more frequently so), and even the slightest exertion would cause pain.
Or perhaps it's possible to be trapped beneath the dusty debris of a heart broken in another life.
And if you couldn't free yourself in time, and weren't found and rescued before the fresh air runs out, then, I guess, you will only die.
You will be very vulnerable emotionally, therefore stay away from situation where you are likely to get hurt.
This is part of one of the horoscopes I read this morning, and I wondered if living means staying put and getting hurt, not running away anymore.
But running away had always hurt as well ...
Maybe a broken heart's like a slipped disc: It'll recur (maybe more and more frequently so), and even the slightest exertion would cause pain.
Or perhaps it's possible to be trapped beneath the dusty debris of a heart broken in another life.
And if you couldn't free yourself in time, and weren't found and rescued before the fresh air runs out, then, I guess, you will only die.
Tuesday, August 07, 2007
INXS ft. Sona - 'Afterglow' (Fusion)
Album: V Channel Blast 2007
Another long day.
Good news: Christine, Geoff, and Peter approved (unofficially). Bad news: Midway through the morning, I seemed to have tripped and entangled myself in knots - and this is just the beginning.
Kai later reiterated what the numerologist kinda said: You created the knots in your mind ... Yourself.
Didn't make it to Beavers for pole dancing ... =(
Not quite sure why - nor understand how - I can't be in a good mood if you aren't.
Another long day.
Good news: Christine, Geoff, and Peter approved (unofficially). Bad news: Midway through the morning, I seemed to have tripped and entangled myself in knots - and this is just the beginning.
Kai later reiterated what the numerologist kinda said: You created the knots in your mind ... Yourself.
Didn't make it to Beavers for pole dancing ... =(
Not quite sure why - nor understand how - I can't be in a good mood if you aren't.
Monday, August 06, 2007
Notorious MSG - 'Dim Sum Girl'
Album: Die Hungry
How can they expect me to focus, at work, when I'm not allowed to have any distractions? Them crazy corporate types ...
=/
Today's been ... some day.
Glad I decided to live.
How can they expect me to focus, at work, when I'm not allowed to have any distractions? Them crazy corporate types ...
=/
Today's been ... some day.
Glad I decided to live.
Sunday, August 05, 2007
Arianne - 'Komm, Susser Tod'
Album: 新世紀エヴァンゲリオン劇場版: The End of Evangelion OST
I decided today that I don't want to live vicariously anymore.
I want to live.
I decided today that I don't want to live vicariously anymore.
I want to live.
Seether ft. Amy Lee - 'Broken'
Album: Disclaimer
Feels like a long day - for one that only actually began around 12 noon.
Have to think about other things tonight; now.
Hege sounded so, so, so terribly sad when she said, "When people hear you're a dancer, they just think you're a prostitute. People think I'm a Russian hooker."
Me and sadness ...
But she has fight. Which is a good thing. I think I've been trying to cultivate that.
Hege's got a new haircut. I feel like taking that as a sign that I should get mine too.
Feels like a long day - for one that only actually began around 12 noon.
Have to think about other things tonight; now.
Hege sounded so, so, so terribly sad when she said, "When people hear you're a dancer, they just think you're a prostitute. People think I'm a Russian hooker."
Me and sadness ...
But she has fight. Which is a good thing. I think I've been trying to cultivate that.
Hege's got a new haircut. I feel like taking that as a sign that I should get mine too.
Saturday, August 04, 2007
The Killers - 'Read My Mind'
Album: Sam's Town
Come Monday, I will print out the application form and work on it.
Yes, I will.
And I will be patient.
Come Monday, I will print out the application form and work on it.
Yes, I will.
And I will be patient.
रूप कुमार राठोड़ - 'खामोश रात'
Album: थक्षक OST
Am getting quite worried about all the uptime I'm having; I worry about all the downtime I'd have to pay back for it.
Yet, every time I feel myself falling, I pull myself back up; disallow myself to fall further.
Joyce was right: Wretched misery and desperate depression are my comfort zone. It feels weird not to be there.
But I guess it feels pretty good, too.
लेकिन ... यह सच है या सपना?
Am getting quite worried about all the uptime I'm having; I worry about all the downtime I'd have to pay back for it.
Yet, every time I feel myself falling, I pull myself back up; disallow myself to fall further.
Joyce was right: Wretched misery and desperate depression are my comfort zone. It feels weird not to be there.
But I guess it feels pretty good, too.
लेकिन ... यह सच है या सपना?
Friday, August 03, 2007
Ani DiFranco - 'In or Out'
Album: Being Out Rocks
Oh no!
Aileen's four-day transit in Singapore will clash with Indignation 2007.
Am torn between her and attending the events that I am itching to ...
Sadness.
Bad-timingytis strikes me again.
=(
Oh no!
Aileen's four-day transit in Singapore will clash with Indignation 2007.
Am torn between her and attending the events that I am itching to ...
Sadness.
Bad-timingytis strikes me again.
=(
Thursday, August 02, 2007
Stentorian - 'Fancy Girl'
Album: Stentorian (EP) [MySpace]
Had an unpleasant realization just now. I'll save it till Monday - when it'd prolly be confirmed.
Still no news from Christine or Geoff. The Ganesha I'd set atop my monitor doesn't seem to be helping ... =(
(Be. Patient.)
Maybe a new quest? For the two books I'd lusted after since 2004: Klaeber's 1950 edition of Beowulf and the Fight at Finnsburg and Brodeur's The Art of Beowulf.
They're just two of the long list of reasons I gotta get back to Welly ...
Had an unpleasant realization just now. I'll save it till Monday - when it'd prolly be confirmed.
Still no news from Christine or Geoff. The Ganesha I'd set atop my monitor doesn't seem to be helping ... =(
(Be. Patient.)
Maybe a new quest? For the two books I'd lusted after since 2004: Klaeber's 1950 edition of Beowulf and the Fight at Finnsburg and Brodeur's The Art of Beowulf.
They're just two of the long list of reasons I gotta get back to Welly ...
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