Melissa Etheridge - 'Breathe'

Album: Lucky

She's right, you know.

I guess that's why I haven't breathed, lived, all this while; why I've been holding my breath.





I need a friend.

Bernadette Peters - 'Unexpected Song'

Album: Song and Dance OST

Depending on where one stands, it's either a buy-out ... or it's a sell-out.

Merger, my ass.

Then I mused, maybe marriage mightn't be too far from that - for most people ...

Hajime Chitose - 'Tsuki Wo Nusumu'

Album: Kataritsugu Koto

Every time my dad flies off, I feel the onus of looking after the family, my mom, fall squarely on my shoulders.

It always feels as heavy.

Betty - 'The L Word Theme'

Album: The L-Word: Season 2 OST

One word: withdrawal.

Kinnie Starr - 'Alright'

Album: The L Word OST

1. Happy 2^nd, Fern.


2. Happy 26^th, you. Hope you're back in Singapore already.


3. Marty breaks Bernie Parent's record for most wins in a single season by a goaltender (eatcha heart out, Philly!), and


4. Devils take top seed in the Atlantic division, second-seeded in the Eastern Conference (let's go, Devils!)
.

5. I found a veritible trove of treasure.


6. Happiness is in found in finding.

Phillip Glasser & Betsy Cathcart - 'Somewhere Out There'

Album: An American Tail OST

It's a completely different moon here.

And I'm a completely different type of touch-me-not.

Frankie Valli - 'Grease'

Album: Grease OST

Went back to the old neighborhood to consult the family doctor and saw two familiar faces: one definitely so, the other more vaguely so.

I think I went to either nursery school or kindie with them.

For a moment, I was amazed just by the fact they still live in the same neighborhood after all these years.

No doubt I'd be one of those who stay put too, given half the chance.

Jonatha Brooke - 'I'll Try'

Album: Return To Neverland OST

I'm sinking, always unconsciously at first, into memories of Welly, coming thick and fast, thicker and faster; more and more often lately.

I find myself avoiding certain songs as not to remember, fumbling desperately to change tracks to stop remembering. Kicking hard to propel myself upwards, to break through the surface of an ocean of rememberance.

What's wrong?

k.d. lang - 'So In Love'

Album: Red Hot + Blue

At the most unexpected of moments, I find myself remembering the most mundane of moments ... of a previous life.

One lived in Welly.

Asha Bhosle - 'Na Govinda'

Album: Mast OST

I don't know which is worse: the fact the that Singapore's International Film Festival sucks, or that I perpetually seem to be able to attend just three films every fucking year - and they are seldom, if ever, among my top three picks.

Dominique - 'Tadap Tadap'

Album: Hum Dil De Chuke Sanam OST

Saturdays spent in activity, with company; Sundays, couch-potato-ing, alone.

I never seem to remember what I did on Sunday come Monday.

Lisa Loeb - 'Stay'

Album: Tails

I've just taken Chāyā out.

Couldn't stay her, try as I might.

Am reminded now of the countdown I'd forgotten - for Narik.

k.d. lang - 'Season Of Hollow Soul'

Album: Ingénue

Ingénue is on repeat tonight.

Says a lot about my current state.

Earlier tonight, I made the correlation between how I used to 'choose' a pet and how I've, up to now, been 'choosing' my partners - thanks to Doggie.

May the latter follow the way of the former.

Fat Freddy's Drop - 'Flashback'

Album: Based On A True Story

Most exasperating conversation so far ...

Not I:"... like I said, the two of us should try it out, lah."

I: "WHAT?! I'm bloody insulted!"

Not I:"WHAT?! You should feel honored! I'm being noble here, okay?!"

I: "Fuck you! If I wanted to date an MCP, I'd've gone out with a guy!"

... but also quite funny.

In retrospect.